December december

assalamua'laikum..

kamu ok ni ah namaku ganya yang buat new posts? hehe anyway..

it's december! =( or (= it's a holiday month for some...it's a 'ess'-day for some..apa nah maksudku..? essay bah.. =p essay+day = essday kekeke

it's been a while since i haven't posted about what's happening around me here..usually i posted 'reminders' so, i give it a go..i'll talk about me..ok..

i lost counts with the number of weeks i've been on placement but for sure it will be over on the 22/1 next year..insyaAllah..so far it's been good, not really good cause the challenges were sometimes pressuring me..but both my supervisor and assessor are very supportive..they know my weaknesses..they find my strengths in which i rarely realised..yea..i like to see my weaknesses anyway =) mmmm...
i'm not used to compliments..i don't know how to respond! (unexpressable bh :p) but now i understand what compliments are for..for me, it makes me 'proud!' nadawah..astaghfirullahal a'zdim.. it helps me build up the confidence..when i did something wrong, my supervisor/assessor did not give harsh comments..bisai lh durang bagi advice..terasa bh diri ani bagi komen bagi urg terasa hehehe i'll learn from them lah...

oh yea..i've been working with older people aged 50 and above..i like it..i enjoyed it..ada lah jua ku nyaya..haha..jahat ah..durg nyaya aku jua bah..balas balik lh =p yg ku nyaya ani di Day Centre plang..a place where older people socialise and do activities together..i was just helping the co-ordinator..jadi 'waitress-sementara', plan activity sama durg..antar durg balik ke rumah durang..nanti tah ku lawat durang..kinda miss them =) i owe some of them pictures..before christmas tah kali..jadi 'present' tarus heheh..

what else..sorry panjang..kali ku be-mood becerita nah..baik kamu baca ehhe..jarang ni ku beceta sorang2 kekeke english..it's not an easy subject ok..payah nyamoo kn nyusun words ni bisai2..hanya Allah saja yang tau..=) i do have to repeat myself..it was one of my barriers in this placement..but a medical social worker once told me that when she was in a conference with different people from different countries, she observed that she could speak better than that person but at that time she was not confident to give a talk..so phm2 lah maksudnya..nda th menantu jua urg atu becakap..tapi ia antam saja, janji becakap and apa yang ia cuba sampaikan dapat urang dangar..asal urang paham..the moral of the story is: 'jangantah takut cakap tunggang tebalik..bukannya disengajakan jua..durg buleh tanya kalau inda paham..so cakap th sja' nda ja? =)

n7..batah dah tani nda bersua eseh..becerita pun jarang..disadvantage ku placement ani lapas balik kraja..nda ku tebuat kraja malam2...ngaleh..nunggu weekend sja..sambil online..tapi ani tebuat ku..haha i'll try to force myself to do work later on...aku rasa atu saja lah kali...i have no means to complain about my workloads..just want to share for you guys..sekali sekala...next post sal cemani ani next year kali the same date...ntah eh...nda ku tau bh..next post won't be a lot about me.. =3 bah ahh..assalamua'laikum..terima kasih kerana sudi meluangkan masa membaca tentang diri saya ini..bahhhhh